terrible night out
Friday, September 16, 2011

Ok so heres the summary: 2 friends(a&b) told me to go out with them tonight to meet their korean friends that they met while they were working. 1.didnt get introduced to them till we finished dinner 2.everyone kept talking about their mutual friends they met together at work 3.friends didnt care or notice rather, that i was sitting there silent 4.texted best friend for help but didnt reply when i needed her to(prob busy with her bf)
Ok so heres the low down...yesterday my friends told me that i should go dinner with them and their friends they just met. foolish me thought it sounded like a good idea and went along.
Meeting them before dinner was the start of bad things to come. i met b* at the train stn and she was there with one of the pple they wanted me too meet. I initiated convo and introed myself to her. she was nice and all and we walked to the restaurant together where we would meet the rest. one the way itself! They kept saying stuff like "is blah blah blah coming?" and talking abt their other night out where they all got drunk and shit. i just led the aay to the restaurant myself. then at the entrance of the restaurant a* was standing at the entrance and just said hi to me then immediately hook arms w the girl i just met and start yakking away. i was like ok.....and there was a guy there too that i didbt know...both of us just silently walk in -_- when we sat down he introed himself to me and i felt a lil bettet..then they just began their owb convos. and i just sat there...awkward much? Then finally my friend realised she hadnt introed us andshe just stuck her hands out gesturing to intro ourselves. then i said my name and the girl just looked at me like -_- and i sooooooo straightforwardly asked her whats ur name and thn she said her name and looked away. then ordering food they just talk amongst themselves and i ask a* are we sharing or getting individual? And she just shrug and then ithey just start ordering spicy food so i was like i cant eat spicy so i m gna order my own. and then the whole timd we eating they keep talking abt a work event tmr and asking whos going and checking if mutual friends r going...ghen tgat started the convos abt mutual friends. i tried very hard to keep up and kept having to ask ehos that?" or "what?" it got to the point i was so exhausted i just wanted to eat and leave. but the guy actually paid for dinner and he refused to talk my money..so i felt so bad just leaving aft that i agreed to go karaoke w them. af karaoke they just sang songs together nad i was sitting on the side,next to the door and nobody talked to me and theg all had their backs to me..like ok...then i got so annoyed..like honestly..worst thing is my friends didnt dven notice and jusf contiusd singing and talking aamongst themselves...so i sent out an sos to my bff and she didnt reply till much later...and thank god one of my good friends replied and even invited me to join her..pity i m not dressed for that...anyway that was mh terrible friday night. hipe no one out there has it worsd then me!! Xoxo

amdee signing off.
5:31 AM

Friday, January 16, 2009

I've got a new laptop! :) Its a one of the hp pavilion dv5 series laptops. I really don't like the mouse bit, its too smooth extremely hard to use, my fingers are too slippery to move it properly! But I guess the good thing about it is that it can act as a mirror as well. Haha, I m trying to think positive. Well here's whats been happening in my ultra boring life. I've practically been job hunting for forever and I finally got an interview yesterday! At Starbucks! I love Starbucks, such a shame its closing down soon. It was an alright interview, I must admit, I could have done better. It was so noisy inside with them blending ice and all, I found it hard to really hear the questions the interviewers(yes. There were more than one interviewers. There was 2!) were asking and so I kept going 'huh?' or 'I beg your pardon?'. Then they told me that they were looking for people who actually could work opening or closing shifts. Which is either starting at 6am or ending at midnight. I seriously can't because the trains don't exactly run that early or late at night. Disappointment. Therefore I decided to head to the body shop for some retail therapy. I bought this seaweed facial soap set. Comes with a cleanser, toner, matifying day cream, oil blotting paper and a facial brush. I also bought a facial exfoliating sponge. It added up to about $50+. But my gosh! The soap and stuff is so incredibly good! Its for combination /oily skin which is perfect for me. My skin isn't even shiny anymore! Love it. Btw I m starting to watch the second season of gossip girl. Who knows when the DVD will come out here in Melbourne. It probably won't even come out in Melbourne! Lets just say I totally love Blair and Chuck. They are so evil its so amazing, I aspire to become like them one day. Blair has the most amazing clothes too. After watching the first season, I think I m going to save up and purchase one of those Marc Jacob dresses. I also have decided. I am going to make a commitment to myself. I am going to make sure my children(if I have any of those in the future) have money to live like Manhattan's elite. Sure don't want them ending up like Jenny Humphrey. I don't really like her. Anyhow, I have to go have lunch before my dad starts spreading rumours that I m freaking anorexic just because I hate eating.

Tune: Shut up and let me go

amdee signing off.
5:58 PM

Monday, December 22, 2008

oops I keep forgetting to blog.
whats been happening,whats been happening..
well we got our vce enter results already! I got a score of 85.05, abi got >93, rach got 96 or something(duh?) haha I dont know about Jenno or Jugs yet but should be alright. They always make a huge fuss but i know they do alright :)
Last friday night was Lucy's 18th party. I didnt even drink much but i was throwing up the whole saturday. It was fucking disgusting. I also burned up a fever of 38.9. But I refused to go to the doctor which made my dad pissed because he always has to literally drag me haha.(please, seeing the doctor is for weaklings. I m strong enough to pull through a slight fever.) I couldnt get out of bed until yesterday, so bloody dizzy the whole saturday and sunday! But yea, I m over it. Just as I said I would be. haha well I need to piss, ttyl. xoxo (i m so in love with gossip girl)

amdee signing off.
7:17 PM

Sunday, October 5, 2008

ok, I have 40 DAYS till I absolutely finish year twelve! I m screwed because I haven't studied much, but I don't know why I m really excited! I m so over the whole year twelve thing, BRING ON UNIVERSITY! Yea, I m supposed to get a nintendo DS lite at the end of the year after my exams, but now i'm really confused and I don't know what to do! (why?) Because theres a new version of nintendo DS coming out the end of next year! It has a camera, better speakers, is slimmer, has bigger screens, is lighter, better microphone, SD card slot and can play music and videos! I really don't know if I should wait for that. Although, there is one possible solution, because nintendo is a japanese brand, the new DS will launch in japan on the first of november. My sister is in japan! So I don't know if I should ask her to get it for me when it comes out. What if it(instructions, console menu,stuff on the screens) will be in japanese?!?!?! I don't read no japanese! Damn...life is tough.

O yeah! Yesterday was Singapore day here in Melbourne! I went with my mother(BAD decision) shes so kiasu it pisses me off. Anyway it was weird, when i was queuing up to go in, the ticket checking guy started talking to me and telling me he was cold(what was I supposed to do? Give him my jacket?lol)and he reminded me of my mcdonalds manager(bad memories haha) and then when I was queuing up for food, some guy started talking to me, if he was hot i'd let him pick me up, but yup, you guessed it, he was sooo gross. haha but I didn't snob him off, I was being nice. :) There was lots of people performing, Daphne from Spore Idol season 1, Phua Chu Kang and family, Hady from Spore Idol season 2, Tay Ping Hui..some other old people. By the way, I talked to Daphne! Not that amazing but yea made me excited because she was on tv before. Anyway school starts tomorrow, I better go.

I m so in love with pokerface by lady gaga, green light(freemason's remix) by beyonce,see you again by miley cyrus, shake it by metro station and this song my T.I and rihanna..

PEACE OUT

amdee signing off.
12:04 AM

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Take Me On The Floor - The Veronicas

The lights are out and I barely know you
We're going up and the place is slowing down
I knew you'd come around

You captivate me, something about you has got me
I was lonely now you make me feel alive
Will you be mine tonight?

Take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can't take it any more (dadada da dadadada)
I want you, I want you, I want you to show me love
Just take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can give you more (dadada da dadadada)
You kill me, you kill me, you kill me with your touch

My heart is racing as you're moving closer
You take me higher with every breath I take
Would it be wrong to stay?

One look at you and I know what you're thinking
Time's a bitch and my heart is sinking down
You turn me inside out

Take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can't take it any more (dadada da dadadada)
I want you, I want you, I want you to show me love
Just take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can give you more (dadada da dadadada)
You kill me, you kill me, you kill me with your touch

I wanna kiss a girl
I wanna kiss a girl
I wanna kiss a boy
I wanna ...

I wanna kiss a girl (do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya)
I wanna kiss a girl (do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya)
I wanna kiss a boy (do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya)
I wanna kiss a (kiss a, kiss a, kiss a)

dadada da dadadada
dadada da dadadada
dadada da dadadada (oh)

Take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can't take it any more (dadada da dadadada)
I want you, I want you, I want you to show me love
Just take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can give you more (dadada da dadadada)
You kill me, you kill me, you kill me with your touch

Take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can't take it any more (dadada da dadadada)
I want you, I want you, I want you to show me love
Just take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can give you more (dadada da dadadada)
You kill me, you kill me, you kill me
Please don't stop

amdee signing off.
4:14 AM

Saturday, August 2, 2008

I hate my family!! GEEZ! They are talking about giving away my dogs now! The dogs are the only ones who are always there for me! They were my only family who actually wished me happy birthday. I HATE THEM! Well, if the dogs leave, I m leaving. And everyone keeps saying they wanted a dog last time but now everyone says it was just me that wanted a dog. They are all saying they didnt want the dog. I feel so sad because they all pressurised me to find the dogs and now that we have them, no one wants to take responsibility for them. I feel so sorry for them. I try my best to do whatever i can for the dogs. I have 5 exams next week and i still make sure i feed them and play with them. and i come home from school at 4.30-5pm EVERY DAY. take a shower, 6pm. Have dinner 7pm. Study till 9-10pm. I have NO social life or time to relax AT ALL. I mean fuck, what more do you want me to do? I only have 24hours in a day!

amdee signing off.
1:03 AM

ok that was what happened on my b******* i dont want to say the word. It might make me cry because I am so disappointed with my family. Now I just treat them like room mates. I dont talk to them other than saying 'yes','no','ok','dont want it','hi' and 'bye'. And I will never, I repeat, NEVER celebrate anything with them again. Even their b*******s, I'll make sure i m not at home. xmas, i'll lock myself in my room with my ds. New year-get drunk with other people. 31july next year,i'll go for dinner with friends and sleepover at someone's house. It like my family took all my hopes and expectations of them and chucked it on the floor, trampled over it, spat on it, then ripped it up. I'll make sure I m never there for them, I think I'd much rather keep my distance with people like this.