Saturday, August 16, 2008
Take Me On The Floor - The Veronicas
The lights are out and I barely know you
We're going up and the place is slowing down
I knew you'd come around
You captivate me, something about you has got me
I was lonely now you make me feel alive
Will you be mine tonight?
Take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can't take it any more (dadada da dadadada)
I want you, I want you, I want you to show me love
Just take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can give you more (dadada da dadadada)
You kill me, you kill me, you kill me with your touch
My heart is racing as you're moving closer
You take me higher with every breath I take
Would it be wrong to stay?
One look at you and I know what you're thinking
Time's a bitch and my heart is sinking down
You turn me inside out
Take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can't take it any more (dadada da dadadada)
I want you, I want you, I want you to show me love
Just take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can give you more (dadada da dadadada)
You kill me, you kill me, you kill me with your touch
I wanna kiss a girl
I wanna kiss a girl
I wanna kiss a boy
I wanna ...
I wanna kiss a girl (do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya)
I wanna kiss a girl (do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya)
I wanna kiss a boy (do ya, do ya, do ya, do ya)
I wanna kiss a (kiss a, kiss a, kiss a)
dadada da dadadada
dadada da dadadada
dadada da dadadada (oh)
Take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can't take it any more (dadada da dadadada)
I want you, I want you, I want you to show me love
Just take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can give you more (dadada da dadadada)
You kill me, you kill me, you kill me with your touch
Take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can't take it any more (dadada da dadadada)
I want you, I want you, I want you to show me love
Just take me on the floor (dadada da dadadada)
I can give you more (dadada da dadadada)
You kill me, you kill me, you kill me
Please don't stop
amdee signing off.
4:14 AM
Saturday, August 2, 2008
I hate my family!! GEEZ! They are talking about giving away my dogs now! The dogs are the only ones who are always there for me! They were my only family who actually wished me happy birthday. I HATE THEM! Well, if the dogs leave, I m leaving. And everyone keeps saying they wanted a dog last time but now everyone says it was just me that wanted a dog. They are all saying they didnt want the dog. I feel so sad because they all pressurised me to find the dogs and now that we have them, no one wants to take responsibility for them. I feel so sorry for them. I try my best to do whatever i can for the dogs. I have 5 exams next week and i still make sure i feed them and play with them. and i come home from school at 4.30-5pm EVERY DAY. take a shower, 6pm. Have dinner 7pm. Study till 9-10pm. I have NO social life or time to relax AT ALL. I mean fuck, what more do you want me to do? I only have 24hours in a day!
amdee signing off.
1:03 AM
ok that was what happened on my b******* i dont want to say the word. It might make me cry because I am so disappointed with my family. Now I just treat them like room mates. I dont talk to them other than saying 'yes','no','ok','dont want it','hi' and 'bye'. And I will never, I repeat, NEVER celebrate anything with them again. Even their b*******s, I'll make sure i m not at home. xmas, i'll lock myself in my room with my ds. New year-get drunk with other people. 31july next year,i'll go for dinner with friends and sleepover at someone's house. It like my family took all my hopes and expectations of them and chucked it on the floor, trampled over it, spat on it, then ripped it up. I'll make sure I m never there for them, I think I'd much rather keep my distance with people like this.
amdee signing off.
12:49 AM
hahaha Ya my birthday...Where do I even start. Well I woke up and I got ready for school and my parents didnt wake up to wish me happy birthday. Which sucked seeing as they usually do every other year. But then ya, went to school, all my friends wished me happy birthday, they all remembered(which is what stunned me) then one of my good friends and her 'soon to be' boyfriend gave me a ralph lauren bag.(I was shocked when she said it was from her AND him, cause even though I know him, its weird getting stuff from him) Then another friend gave me a flower and a card, another one gave me a swiss roll cake(?haha) and two other people baked a cake for me. Then I was supposed to meet up with another friend after school to go buy a bag(cuz i really need one) but since i already got one for my bdae, i decided i shudnt waste my money, so i cancelled on them. Then the bad stuff started happening, my sister smsed me on the train and this is what she said
"Hey under(she calls me tht, i dno y), movie.630pm. I'll buy the tickets. Wna meet at 6 in mc?we can have dinner after the movie:) ai(her friend) recommends the thai place lol. Or u want jap?"
yea but the thing is when i asked her a month ago if she wanted to go watch a movie with me for my bdae and she said yes. and then the day before my bdae she said she couldnt because she was busy so we changed it to saturday. and then i called her back (cuz we live very far away from my school and it takes me at least and hour and half to get home and it was 3.40pm already so if she wanted to watch the movie i would have to stay in the city instead of going home or i wont make it to mc at 6pm) so anyway, i called her and she said 'can you call me back in an hour cuz i m busy.' so i went on the train home. The moment i got off the train and started walking home, she called and was like
Her:'so, wanna watch the movie? the forbidden kingdom?'
Me:'but i just got home.'
Her:'i m queuing up for the tickets, its at 6.30pmand we can go for dinner after'
Me:'but i have school tomoro, i have to get up early and btw who else is going?'
Her:'just me and you so are you coming?'
Me:'i JUST got off the train! i wont make it there on time!'
Her:'o so you dont want to go?'
Me:'ya, arent we going on saturday anyway??'
Her:'but isnt it ur bdae today?'
Me:'but i wanna go on saturday.'
Her:'o....forgot to tell you, i m busy on saturday.'
I was SOO angry! she kept giving excuses and stuff all because her she was busy on saturday and we already agreed on a time and everything and she wanted to watch it with me on my bdae only bcoz someone else cancelled on her! GRRR! This isnt the worst bit. I thought that when i went home my parents would be at home and got the cake and asking me where we would want to go for dinner. But when i got home, NO ONE WAS HOME! I was so sad and dissappointed i called up my friends and they were all pretty pissed at my parents and my sister. I called my parents to ask where they were and my dad told me they went out and that dinner is in the fridge(which means that they wanted me to eat leftovers...FOR MY BDAE!!) Then i started crying and crying cuz i expected that my parents would at least be at home but they werent! So my dogs comforted me when they saw me crying which warmed me up a little. Then i took a shower and fed the dogs then my parents came back. and the first thing my dad said to me was "DID YOU FEED THE DOGS?!?! ITS 7 O'CLOCK ALREADY!" and i was just like, "YESSSS.....you fuckhead." and my mum wished me happy bdae but i ignored her. Then i ran to my room and pretended to be asleep. And my parents came in and they were like 'are you angry? we didnt forget, we couldnt take the car thats why we were late.' (but one would think, if you couldnt take the car, you would KNOW you're going to be late and therefore not go out cuz its my bdae.) anyways, then i couldnt keep it in anymore so i just started crying because i have rubbish as family. and my parents were apoloising and they were like, 'we'll take you to the supermarket and you can buy WHATEVER you want.' (but seriously, what is there to buy in the supermarket...ham and chicken and vegies? weird.) and then they said they would take me out for dinner and stuff but i refused. so i tried to go to sleep at 730pm. hahaha which didnt work cuz my parents were shouting for me to come out of my room every minute. then my brother came home with his girlfriend and they bought a cake and i didnt know, so my parents shouted louder and i refused and my mum was like 'shes soo naughty.' WHAT THE FUCK!!! its their fault in the first place and she dares to say I am NAUGHTY? i hate her, she pretends to be all nice and stuff but she bitches about me behind my back...hate her hate her hate her! anyway in the end i went out cuz i felt bad for my bro's gf. and they sang happy bdae and ate the cake but i didnt cuz i really felt so disgusted and i wanted to throw up from crying. yup, thats my birthday. Sucked like shit.
amdee signing off.
12:48 AM
