Saturday, August 2, 2008
ok that was what happened on my b******* i dont want to say the word. It might make me cry because I am so disappointed with my family. Now I just treat them like room mates. I dont talk to them other than saying 'yes','no','ok','dont want it','hi' and 'bye'. And I will never, I repeat, NEVER celebrate anything with them again. Even their b*******s, I'll make sure i m not at home. xmas, i'll lock myself in my room with my ds. New year-get drunk with other people. 31july next year,i'll go for dinner with friends and sleepover at someone's house. It like my family took all my hopes and expectations of them and chucked it on the floor, trampled over it, spat on it, then ripped it up. I'll make sure I m never there for them, I think I'd much rather keep my distance with people like this.
amdee signing off.
12:49 AM
